How long is it going to take for your first CT win to sink in?
I don’t know. I obviously haven’t done this before, but I really hope I do let it sink in before I move on because this is really fun.
Have you checked your phone? How many messages does a CT win get you?
Too many for my little brain to handle. I haven’t looked at my phone yet because I’m leaving tomorrow and there are things to do before then. I haven’t even spoken to my dad yet.
On stage you were told that you’re now ranked number one, tied with Carissa. You didn’t seem fazed one bit. Are you where you feel you deserve to be right now?
For sure. I feel like I’ve got myself to a point where I can thrive, so it’s all exciting to me. My eyes are opened now, like, 'OK, this world tour thing is on. You’ve won one event, let’s just keep winning'. It’s fuel for the fire, it doesn’t feel like a relief, it feels like go time.
What was going through your mind before the event?
It started from the moment I woke up, at ten-to-six, before my alarm. Finals day you’re always thinking about the end. You’ve got a taste for it because you’ve made the finals and that’s already special. From there you’re just thinking of what you need to do to still be standing at the end, and you focus on the process of getting there.
Coming into the final you must have felt confident, what was your plan of attack?
Throughout the day we’d been watching the wide peak, where Caroline got her 7.5, but those waves were few and far between, so I just wanted to keep moving and let my surfing do the talking.
What has your coach Glenn Hall said to you since the final?
Take it in. Enjoy the here and now, so you can accept it and move on. I feel like if you don’t absorb your win it can chase you later, and affect how you prepare for the next event.
Brisa and Tyler lifted you up on the beach. You talk a lot about wanting to be a good human above everything else, so to have two women you beat still want to do that for you must be vindication that you’re going about things the right way.
I think at the end of the day that’s what it’s all about. Tyler and Brisa are two really good friends of mine and on tour we travel together year-round, so we become friends and family. I’m super honoured if that’s the image that’s being portrayed because I do put a lot of effort into putting my best human foot forward before my best athlete foot. I think that’s really important.
There’s a lot to be learned from your losses, and you can grow from them
Talk us through how far you’ve come since this time last year?
Oh wow, we’d need hours for this. It’s night and day, I feel like the belief is real now, more than a fake-it-till-you-make-it kind of a deal. That question leaves me a little speechless, I’ve done a lot of growing, so rapidly, that now I’m just holding on for the ride. In all honesty, I feel way more mature, from a competitive and athlete standpoint, and so much more comfortable in my own skin.
One day, do you think you’ll look back at falling off tour as one of the best things to ever happen to you?
It was really difficult because this is really where I want to be and what I want to do. Looking back I’m just happy that I didn’t let such a big challenge get me down. I wouldn’t say it’s the best thing to ever happen to me, but it’ll be an experience that I can draw on for the rest of my life, because it put me in such a tough situation, and I had to fight back.
Do you think learning to lose helped you learn to win?
This is a tricky one because if you get comfortable learning to lose then do you really want to win? But I feel like there’s a lot to be learned from your losses, and you can grow from them.
Tell us about your love affair with Hawaii?
It’s growing. It’s blossoming.
You’ve made it very clear you want to go and put in your time there, whereas some of your competitors might not want to or just don’t.
I think when something is so scary I just want to go and grab it by the throat and throw myself in the deep end. Hawaii was a lot like that, and it’s a huge part of anyone’s surfing career, so what better way to address it than get over here as much as possible and face it front on?
What’s the plan before the next event?
I changed my flight, so I leave tomorrow morning to maximise my time at home before Portugal. It’s a key thing for me to get home and have a physical reset, which will have me more prepared than ever for Portugal. I’m definitely going home, and I’m definitely excited about it.
You’re off to Lei Lei’s to celebrate with your team first though. Ribs or ahi steak?
Haha! I had the ahi last night and it was so good that I’m going to do it again. Why change a winning recipe?